My body screams stop
every night,
and my skeleton crumbles
into place.
My joints chant out demands
and my muscles
only know resistance.
I try to communicate
with stillness and silence,
but the pain
has a pulse that strums
my nerves into spasms and jumps.
I understand patience and deep breaths,
and I whisper my pain’s name
over and over
Hoping that she will listen.