Find a lullaby
tucked in the rustling
of your jacket
and jangle of change.
I have to sing myself
a song for crowds
these days.
I pep talk myself
into going
into public.
The energy
snap pops off people
until it draws
away my serenity.
I hum to myself
in corners of the room
and I watch
the people minutes
zoom in and out
of my view.