I mute myself to the background
of my friendships; I am
the supporting cast in my own story.
I rather be the last row spectator
than the frontline sparkling hero.
I enjoy watching
life spin around and around
almost out of control.
I like to be the reporter
collect up the day in tidbit quotes
while my inner photographer
presents an exhibit for my hours.
I guess I have always known I am an artist.
Always the observer;
recording every day in my stoic gaze
and half smirk attitude.